Same……….

As always this time also it was a time when I was on my way to some unknown land. Where there was something which I can think off, or there were something which I can’t think about, every where there was a silent which was like mid-summer night dreams, a silent which can explain about some pollination between two flowers with an calm explanation of a butterfly. A mind full of vibrant happiness around me with some explanation of this universe.

I was way through it as if everything was very much normal which might be or may not be. I found some unwanted mist around with some droplets from some where which was not very welcomed by anyone with some gratitude with them. It was a realisation about some sound of Potemkin with an illusion in life, there can’t be any difference with those happening around about in the name of change which are been the demolition of man kind.

The Red line, what does it mean to you?

From my day of sense I am very much known with this word and the colour of it. In every step of life I was been copping up with this colour which was a nightmare for me, and still now it is. Thrice a year that day of nightmare use to come for me, the days of my exam result was on, and I was always ready with the freeness to accept that red colour on my result.

But, there was a big ‘but’ into it, why was it so?

I was not good into it, to be able to fight with that red mark on the result.

Again, but why was it so?

Was it necessary to be good in STUDIES? I know everyone will have a blast on me, and it’s true. This time also I am wrong as ever.

Actually I was never right, when I was young some one (teacher) told my mom I have got a dull head. Later some one (teacher) told me this is not my way. All were right except me, who am always wrong.

Someone said ‘every one has got a roll to play in this world’ and I am also looking for that roll which can be suitable for me.

My dear successful friends, teachers, and all others, do you ever thought why I was not like you, why I use to have so many red marks on my result?

This time I will give the answer to you- When you were in studies, I was in some were else in some other studies, what I don’t know, but when I came into it, it was too late as this society also helped in this cause to put those red mark on my mark sheet.

Today I am also a part of this society, today I am also marking well with some good remark on my result which is coming out in every second.

Do you know how much number of red marks is moving around these days surrounding us?

You don’t know, because you are happy with those red mark on you every day mark sheet. You are happy with it, because you are the creator and you yourself are the acceptor of it.

My dear friend try to open up you everyday progress report, and let me know how many red marks you can see on it.

You can’t see, try to use the eye which is inside your……………………..

You will see there is a red line under every full mark you have got.

The boom is back, people again are becoming responsible. What else can be expecting better from our self. The day is approaching; every form of media is ready with their report, companies ready with their ads. New ‘ideas’ are booming in the mind of the people, they are also ready to donate in the fund for the department of police, by as long as they can talk on phone, what an idea.

Media are bringing some of the ‘Celebrities’ who clamed to be very common with common man. They are coming ‘for us’ on the television sets to show how responsible they are, seating with us, ‘just a LITTLE in front’, with their all important thoughts regarding where we are moving towards.

We the people are swallowing up the so important interview of self declared Intellects.

Any how we are again becoming responsible. But this again will again come on the next 26^th November 10, for that no need of ruining up this 26^th PARTY. Yes this has become a party for us, and as for any other occasion this will also continue for ‘few days’.

But where were these party people for this last one year with their ideas, interview, and thoughts of where we are moving and so on. The thing is that we all love to make fun of every thing. For us every thing is just a new hype.

Last year we were on the road for the protest, this year again may be will back on to it, But what about this blank between this two 26^th November, who is going to fill this blank up?

If we keep hand on our heart, can we say the truth- That for how many days in this last one year we reminded of those ‘For whose sacrifice we are freely moving on this 26^th’?

Actually we all should fill shame for our self, for what we did and what we are doing.

Fill sorry about it, nothing else.

The bowl passing by..........

I was on my way through my dreams of nothing, passing by, was some of my every days nothing special changes. The bowls were all same with not much change in those from which I saw them for the first time, with all of them came a big one with some great design on.

I left my so called education in class 9, I asked one of my elder one of class 12, that what makes this bigger and more decorative bowl so different from the others and for what use, as I use to see every day that those smaller one are been used by them who are been recognised by use as the beggars.

The answer came with a surprise to me, my elder’s definition was that this larger one are been used by the countries to the other for the same purpose, for begging.

Bebhad jonme che moddhe amader
Somporko je roeache dikchokrobal tahader

Hoeachelo kothae shuru jiboner kotukti
Boea nea choleche bimukh sotabdi

Jiboner porehash bolche koto bapti
shuru to hoeachilo she din e shomapti

Achi amra na nibhe lobher proshroy
nea songe na thaka manusher ashroy.

Char dealer moddhe ache jogot somporko
Bebadh jonme gache,shetai nake bekolpo.

Change

It has not been a long journey as most other couldn’t have said. But it has got something to say of this small journey, which any one could have said.
From where to start I don’t know but, it is a mixture of every thing, may be from 9B Pitambar Dey Lane to FTII Pune, may be from Huttary to Ivanovo Detstvo, may be from Shoje path to Ignited Mind, may be from CPIM to CPIM, may be from Sachin Tendulkar to Sachin Tendulkar, and lots more to be said.
The moral remains the same “Survival of the fittest”. But in what I am surviving, what is the meaning of survive out of the dictionary. Dose it only means how well you are earning some thing or how well you are dictating some thing.
In some where I read a line where Lenin said ‘is there any thing in this world without which you can’t be alive, you can sacrifice any thing’.
Alas, or I should say thank god he has expired a long back.
The changes that I have seen, where and what or how I don’t know is some thing I can’t explain as it can’t be, as it is like an experience where I can see the rate of literacy is rising with in human being but is it really rising.
What is the proper definition of literacy, is it only the degree which you need for to so call progress in life. Is it only means to get some one out of the frame with some fluently spoken rented language, or it is more important to know about your surrounding with some reliable medium which you are comfortable with.
What you think my friend is the origin of literacy………………